It was ridiculous busy today and with that said, I'm without much thought. I am happy to be home, happy to be near horizontal, happy to be without bra...aaahhhhh!!!!!! Well I've decided on a pattern but need to get the right size needles...My relationship today had a stopping point because I couldn't be the girlfriend I had to be the friend. He is having a serious breakdown, financially he is not well, and while I'm always saying that he makes a lot of money which is probably true, he has a higher amount of expenses. Its hard to see him so stressed out, but I completely get it. I completely and totally would give my dollars if I could afford it, but I can't. Its times like this when I want to scream, just quit and move in with me, but heaven stop moving....that is not an option. I love the man, and while I do feel a break from everyday might be helpful, moving in with me is not the option to take.
Sleep is calling me early this evening, maybe not even sleep but definitely a need to lay my back down and stretch like and "x" in the bed. Its gonna be busy tomorrow too and while its only one more day, its the busiest day of the week for us. Oh well.
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